TobiasTheViking
27th March 2008, 06:03 AM
As some of you may know(i am want to moan and complain often) i have chronic back pains.. Have had them all my life.
My back always hurts, constantly.. I sometimes(rarely) wake up at night from the pain. I rarely fall asleep easily because of the pain, it is a fight.
I can't jump on a trampoline.
About 14 months ago i was walking home from a party, slipped on some ice, and couldn't walk for 3 days.
About 10 months ago i went to a Red Warszawa concert, couldn't walk for a week. I literally had people pick me up, buy beer for me, and drive me to the party, just so i could be there... A few times during that week.
I often go to the Roskilde Festival, but i can barely make one concert from the pain, and if it is raining, i can't lie down on the ground for a rest.
Something as simple as walking down some stairs, and thinking there is a step more(or less) than there really is. And my back is destroyed for the rest of the day (if i actually trip it is the next day as well, usually).
So, had x-rays done, gone to chiropractor(many many years ago, and it wasn't one of the really woo ones). Chiropractor didn't work, x-rays were inconclusive.
Finally, back in December, my doc send me to physio, and we've been working on my back since then.
Then, in the beginning of february, something amazing happened. While lying on the floor, doing some exercises, I could suddenly feel my back.
Do you have any idea how amazing it is to be able to say "hey, i can feel my back".
Sure, i knew i had it before, but i couldn't feel it, could only feel the pain. The pain masked any sensation of actually having a back.
That was the second time in my 25 years of life i had tried that.. The first was in 98, ten years ago(well, 9.5 years, but 10 sounds better).
I can't possibly put into words how amazing this is, now, twice a week, i actually get to have half a day where my back isn't hurting like having Kurious Kathy as your constant companion.
And the stretches of time after physio where i don't have pain are increasing.
Sure, i may have to work out 3(only doing two right now) days a week for the rest of my life, but, hey, that isn't really bad. Also, 3 hours a week, to be pain free(maybe all the time, maybe only half the time)..
Damn it, it is so worth it.
Sorry for this egocentric post, but, well... Good news should be shared, if i don't, then i don't get to enjoy it. Me, i enjoy walking over bridges, because i was once scared of heights, now i'm not, if i don't enjoy it, then why the hell beat it?
Sincerely
Tobias Ussing
Back hurting, but physio tomorrow :)
My back always hurts, constantly.. I sometimes(rarely) wake up at night from the pain. I rarely fall asleep easily because of the pain, it is a fight.
I can't jump on a trampoline.
About 14 months ago i was walking home from a party, slipped on some ice, and couldn't walk for 3 days.
About 10 months ago i went to a Red Warszawa concert, couldn't walk for a week. I literally had people pick me up, buy beer for me, and drive me to the party, just so i could be there... A few times during that week.
I often go to the Roskilde Festival, but i can barely make one concert from the pain, and if it is raining, i can't lie down on the ground for a rest.
Something as simple as walking down some stairs, and thinking there is a step more(or less) than there really is. And my back is destroyed for the rest of the day (if i actually trip it is the next day as well, usually).
So, had x-rays done, gone to chiropractor(many many years ago, and it wasn't one of the really woo ones). Chiropractor didn't work, x-rays were inconclusive.
Finally, back in December, my doc send me to physio, and we've been working on my back since then.
Then, in the beginning of february, something amazing happened. While lying on the floor, doing some exercises, I could suddenly feel my back.
Do you have any idea how amazing it is to be able to say "hey, i can feel my back".
Sure, i knew i had it before, but i couldn't feel it, could only feel the pain. The pain masked any sensation of actually having a back.
That was the second time in my 25 years of life i had tried that.. The first was in 98, ten years ago(well, 9.5 years, but 10 sounds better).
I can't possibly put into words how amazing this is, now, twice a week, i actually get to have half a day where my back isn't hurting like having Kurious Kathy as your constant companion.
And the stretches of time after physio where i don't have pain are increasing.
Sure, i may have to work out 3(only doing two right now) days a week for the rest of my life, but, hey, that isn't really bad. Also, 3 hours a week, to be pain free(maybe all the time, maybe only half the time)..
Damn it, it is so worth it.
Sorry for this egocentric post, but, well... Good news should be shared, if i don't, then i don't get to enjoy it. Me, i enjoy walking over bridges, because i was once scared of heights, now i'm not, if i don't enjoy it, then why the hell beat it?
Sincerely
Tobias Ussing
Back hurting, but physio tomorrow :)