JanisChambers
27th January 2007, 06:54 PM
So I walk into my apartment and there is a man behind me, I ask him if he forgot his keys just as a conversation starter, he says something agressive so I just drop it. I don't know if it was because I was shorter than him or that I have some feminine manerisims. Shortly after he mumbles under his breath 'faggot'. I don't know why he said that, I didn't hit on him and I don't really act like a homosexual (even if I am bi).
Just shortly afterward I am watching a segment over Jones Town on the history channel. His level of parinoia somehow felt the same as the man who called me a faggot, the fear that must have been running though the people who were killed there; I wonder if it was the same as the one I felt. People have these religious notions which date back to the earlier Animistic roots of religion that try to subject order onto the natural world. Evolution teaches that nature will do everything to eventually come to what truly works, a type of chaos machine. Theists fear the way nature works, the fear whomever disagree with them, and they get violent as as all deluded mad men do.
I moved to Hollywood so I could live in a place of tolerance, but these people seem to be everywhere, I fear for my life from these Theists... theists of all types.
Just shortly afterward I am watching a segment over Jones Town on the history channel. His level of parinoia somehow felt the same as the man who called me a faggot, the fear that must have been running though the people who were killed there; I wonder if it was the same as the one I felt. People have these religious notions which date back to the earlier Animistic roots of religion that try to subject order onto the natural world. Evolution teaches that nature will do everything to eventually come to what truly works, a type of chaos machine. Theists fear the way nature works, the fear whomever disagree with them, and they get violent as as all deluded mad men do.
I moved to Hollywood so I could live in a place of tolerance, but these people seem to be everywhere, I fear for my life from these Theists... theists of all types.